I'm in a strange mood today. Could have gone out with all my friends to watch the Englnad game but for some odd reason I didn't want to. Need some alone time I think, not that I'm grumpy or anything - actually quite the opposite, I'm very happy!
Good news though, I've rediscovered my passion for the clarinet! I started to despise it after my insane music teacher lost all of my coursework the day before it had to be sent off and so I had to go home, get the clarinet and re-record it all in one day. Gosh, that was stressful. Anyway, that was in April I think; I think it's time for Hawkins and the Clarinet to be friends again.
Talking of Music, it was my last GCSE exam on Friday! YAY YAY YAY. It was horrible and I don't think I did very well, but hopefully enough for an A which would make me incredibly happy. I keep having little thoughts about results day, which isn't for another 2 months. I'm a crazy perfectionist and it would make me so happy to get my results back and find nothing less than an A. I know that's ridiculous, but I have the potential to have acheived it, it's just whether the exams went well and I put enough work in. I'll just have to wait and see I suppose and enjoy my TWO MONTH SUMMER. Wahey!
What've I been up to? Oh yes, I went camping for a few days and it was lovely. I finally feel like I fit in properly with my group of friends now and it's such a wonderful feeling. We had a beautiful open fire going for the whole time and just relaxed. It was so nice knowing that I didn't have revision waiting for me when I got back.
I've made a mental list of some things I'd like to do over summer:
- read at least 10 classic books
- keep up the clarinet
- learn to love myself more
- get a tan
- relax
- tidy and therefore become generally more tidy
Ooh, prom soon too. Having slight worries at the shortness of my dress, but hopefully I'll look okay. Might try sticking it to my bum with double sided sticky tape. Haha.
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