Time may change me, but I can't change time

I was watching Shrek 2 today at about 12 o'clock (which by the way I think is a wonderfully lazy thing to do, it's very satisfying once in a while!) and one of the songs from the soundtrack speaks a lot of truth. "Time may change me, but I can't change time." This is proving extremely relevant at the moment as everything seems to be changing ridiculously quickly and entirely out of my control!

On the 18th of June, I will have finished my GCSEs, my five years at secondary school will be over forever and for the first time since I can remember, I will be entirely free to do as I please (at least for a couple of months). Although this seems like such a happy idea, it's very scary too.



I'm the kind of person that functions very well in a structured lifestyle, so being free is going to be a daunting prospect to begin with! It's not all bad though, being on half term at the moment, I have had a taste of this freedom and with the amazing friends that I have I know it's going to be a lot of fun.

What a confusing time, can't decide if I'm happy or sad that things are changing so much but I know that they have to so I guess it's just a matter of acceptance!